Group 1 Crew

HEARTBREAK PART 2

So in the spirit of all things beneficial I feel implored to address you concerning the issue of my broken heart. I know I wrote you before and expressed the despair that I found myself in these past couple of months, but now I feel like updating you on my current status involving that monumental event. You see, I’ve never been rocked like that before. Never so torn and moved that my entire world shut down like an emotional blackout. Being on tour and literally ducking around corners cause of my inability to hold back my tears, brought me to a blinding realization that my heart is not something to play with!!! And even more so, love isn’t something to handle like a coward!

Men and women of all ages hear me out. There are definitely times where modesty and careful tactics benefit you and your fragile little heart and prove wise to refrain from saying the big “L” word. For example: he calls you and every other girl “baby” without noticing, might be an indication to proceed with caution. Or if she says, “I love spending time with you…its like you’re my brother.” Then hold it in fellas!!! Not the best time to get Romeo on the girl. But in the uncommon and colossal instant in which you both feel it, and beyond that you both know it, then with all the honesty that your heart has to offer…say it! Say it because of the rarity of the moment. Say it because tomorrow is never promised! Say it because you mean it!!! Say it because upon these words wars have been fought, kingdoms given away, endless movies made! Say it because you owe it to yourself to confess the most beautiful emotion that God ever created for his children to feel. We’ve been blessed with the ability to experience the wonder of love, and that my friends is the biggest lesson I’ve learned.

I’m in an amazing place right now. This situation was so real to me that it forced a change in me without even realizing it. I no longer care for compromise or for the “in between” zone (you all know what I’m talking about). I don’t care for fear and all that it’s kept me from. I don’t care for transient relationships birthed out of loneliness that only teach me how to say goodbye. I don’t care for the mediocre me that existed in those moments. I’ve seen the glory of a new me. A me that has become open to the sensitivity of the Lords spirit. A me that has seen the product of selfish living and runs from its path. A me that has uncovered his capacity to love and the pride that it brings! A me that if Gods grace continues to hold me, will make a special young lady so flippin’ proud to call me her man! It’s in this person that I believe in. My past will never determine my future; it will only determine the level of wisdom in which I enter it.

God I pray you don’t stop this work you’ve started. Its real…so real that I’m telling the world and praying that you do it in them as well. For every person still dealing with their broken heart, do it in them! Show them your promise of happiness and true joy! Show them how much you care for them and how your life was spent in order that they may see this love that I speak of. But even more so that they may experience the love that transcends this silly little thing we call time and human emotion…your love. You’re amazing, uncompromising and ever so faithful love.