Journal

My top Favorite makeup supplies

1. Prescriptives camouflage cream. This stuff is great. I’ve been using it for like the last 3 years now. It’s a concealer for under your eyes that is strong enough to cover black circles but also lightweight enough that it doesn’t look like you have much make on.
2. Covergirl lashblast mascara- this is the one in the fat orange stick! I’m sure you all have seen it. I truly love this mascara because I feel that it does thicken and lengthen my eyelashes without making them look clumpy! It’s also not that expensive which is always a plus.

Well the wedding is finally over and I can’t even believe it! It feels like just yesterday I got engaged and Ben and I were starting the wedding plans. So now that everything is done, I wanted to fill you in on how it all turned out. Lets just say it was definitely one of the best days of my life. Everything was just so magical and really turned out better than I had imagined it! I fully enjoyed myself and have zero complaints (which I’ve heard is not very common in brides lol)

So in the spirit of all things beneficial I feel implored to address you concerning the issue of my broken heart. I know I wrote you before and expressed the despair that I found myself in these past couple of months, but now I feel like updating you on my current status involving that monumental event. You see, I’ve never been rocked like that before. Never so torn and moved that my entire world shut down like an emotional blackout.

Well, I’ve always done my best to be honest and open with my life because I believe in the power of testimony, so here’s where I’m at my beautiful people…ya boy is heartbroken. I was in love, didn’t know it, until now and its too late. I don’t write this to be sad or upset but to maybe use my life to relate to anyone of you reading this.

In a world of marketing and commercialism we continually find ourselves in a constant state of wonderment consumed with certain ideologies that keep us locked in confusion or even depression. Example: if you’re graduating from high school, you should already know what major you want to declare and what exactly you want to do with your life. If you’re graduating college you need to have the perfect job waiting for you along with the BMW and nice house so that anyone you meet will think your life is on track and going in the right direction.

While summertime seems to be coming close to it's end, it seems like the beginning of new season for my life is just beginning. There are so many things going on in my world right now, the thought of it makes my stomach flip flop. I thought it would be nice to update you guys on what i have been up to!

So here I am on another plane ride listening to my 4th solo cd that will never break the light of day because of my current contract…but that doesn’t sadden me in any way. I’m super grateful that I have a way to express myself when I’m feeling crazy emotional! It really is a blessing to be able to put words together in a way that makes people see life differently. I no longer rap for the sake of being cool or popular, but I do what I do to see how many people will bare witness to what the spirit is doing within me.